| Writer's Block: Home Alone |
[Apr. 13th, 2008|08:47 pm] |
What happened the first time I was left home along as a child? That was an awesome expereance. I spent an hour jumping on the couch eating cracker jacks ( thats when I realized that the prizes are lame). I had the music full blast for about 3 or so hours. My parents were so drunk when they came home, they were very excited about the loud ass music and payed no mind to the mess. The next morning my mom awoke to tell me that if im not feeling good, when I miss the toilet to clean up my vomit. I had a heck of a time convincing her that It was her mess, not mine. Witch. |
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| sigh...... |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|11:24 am] |
has any one heard how Theres some big prediction of an eartHquakE today? if you go to google and type california earthquake predictionS, tHere Are some pRetty freaKen Scary resulTs. its supposed to be A 6.5 or higher on the richter scale.Yeaha. thE last big earthquake that happneD, i was in A cabin thaT collapsed. tHats sOme pretty scary shit. mmmmmMmmmmm.... i really hate earthquakes.........
in other news...... IT MADE ME SMILE.
is It possible to drink to much that you wake up stiLl drunk? Our show was the shit. i got VErY intOxicated before hand thoUgh. and even More so afterwards. people just kept buying me drInkS. thiS was my first time oUt to a bar since ive beeN singel, and it was weirD. thE bar tender gave me hiS number, that was flatterIng. So Did this other guy geogE, he was cool, we talkeD for a while. accualy, I couldinT sAy he was cooL or not, Kay, i was much too far gonE. he Did have a cool boston acsenT thOugh. there was this one BOY who waS giving me cubin cigArs and who was really really weird. i gave him the wroNg number on purpose, anD THEn wheels decided, Ya, Lets be freaken helpful and give hiM the right one Aaaaaa!. gooD ol' whEels. everyone else i told theM just to go to our wEb Site, and eMaIl me. I dont think any of them wiLl. And i think im finE with that. so is this what its like to be in a band? lol.
im gonna see if wheels can post the pics for the last 2 shows on the web site today (thats all for you audrea baby!) i havint down loaded the pics to my computer yet. im kinda curious how there gonna tun out. im pretty shure everyone was plasterd last night. it will be intresting. ill write more later.
lotts of love, brenda O! |
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| red headed step children...... |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|09:33 am] |
I was awoken by some woman calling this morning for carol. it was 7:30 am!! I was pissed, only cuz i could not go back to sleep. so i got on the phone and talked to the only person i knew would be up at this time of the morning. did some laundrey, and now im here. Yuck, i have to practice today. I normanly dont mind it much, but we have to do it in the apt. and its sooooo small and cramped here. At least its a practice though. It turns out we get 2 free drinks at the bar tonight. I have plans of prob. drinking in the parking lot though. Much cheaper. Much more fun, cuz then the club has no idea what hit them, theres just a bunch of drunk people climbing on stage. ehehehehehehehehehe. ode to the poor......
Were playing with dim tribe tonight, i think thats funny. We must have been last choice or something. They get sooo concerned with us. they were asking our lead singer to keep it toned down, and keep the gimmiks to a low and pleeeeeaaaassseee dont do anything out of hand. they really really want to come off as profesinals. I just laugh. I sudddenly feel like an out of hand sibling who the family has had no choice in bringing to the family reunion. Im shure someone will do something out of hand. I live with a bunch of An-are-kist (i have no idea how to spell that). And the fact is, were a band! We can be as professional as we need to be, hell, we even have a mang. But non the less were all artist, and there can be no civil blood .
Brenda O! |
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| sorry |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|04:27 pm] |
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I am sorry to some of you whom ive recently deleted off of my friends list. Please dont take it personal. I still love all of you! |
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| kill me slowly |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|03:58 pm] |
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I dont understand it excacly. Ive been though alot of shit, but ive never felt like ive hit rock bottom. I havint yet, but i can see the me getting there quickly. Have you ever physicly FELT your mind split, and your heart break? Its intense. youll vomit for the first hour or so, till your body gets used to the pain. ( or mabey that was the sangrin?) who knows... today is a day for recoperation! |
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| sex like hollidays |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|03:37 pm] |
So today I was on my way to the a.v. mall to meet up with some cool people, and I got hit by a car. So I ended up having to wait for a taxi. when i got to the mall the people i was suppoese to meet had already left ( the taxi took its time getting to me). So I left the mall and headed to the bus stop. When i got there, i had only been stitting for 5 min. when this guy sits next to me and tells me that he saw me on the street, and thought i looked like someone that could be a good friend. So this guy starts telling me that hes a real estate finacer, he has a 25000+ sq. ft. house, and two brand new cars. He tells me how hes learning to play the spanish style accordian, and how hes a war vet. The whole time im thinking this guys really helping me spend the time till the bus comes.
Any ways, he notices me rubbing my cheeck, and i tell him i have a tooth ache. He offers to take me to the dentist right then and there. I respecfully decline. Then he Tells me about this perfect relation ship hes looking for. And how being his "friend" has alot of benifets. I suddinly realize this guys trying to bribe me to marry him. I really didint know what to say. lucky for me the bus came. It was really weird. Any ways, on the bus ride home, there was this guy standing on a bus bench, with this girl sitting between his legs, she was totally giving him head right there on the side of the road!! AND NO ONE SAW IT BUT ME! i looked around on the bus, and no one made a comment, or even a face. I couldint belive it! The only reason i noticed it was becuse it was at a bus stop, and i couldint figure out y she wasint stoping to pick them up. weird. lol. now im home, and its time to nap...........
Is today some kinda holladay no one told me about? |
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| fellin fine. |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|04:39 am] |
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Well, its five o clock in the morning (almost) and im still not really tierd. its me, kevin, wheels, and kbac, and were all listing to bill hicks. hes a good man. I finnaly got my root canal. so my tooth is felling a little better now. Ive recently heard news that were seriously closing video game hut. Its weird. oh well. blah. Ive been mostly baby sitting reacently. I love my mang. baby. he is the cutist thing in the world. Oh well. Im gonna attempt to sleep. night all. |
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| merbi |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | watching big trouble in little china | ] |
ya. so i was just thinking.... ive got this roomate, many people know him. hes a good guy and the singer of our band, prophet 7;13, and recently his nuts have become more precious than gold? its funny for anyone who knows him. its funny. hehe. everytime he posts on live journal, he always has a few females post comments, and talk about.... grown up stuff. its funny.. st_mikeal is his name. hes a really nice guy. anyways, enough talk about him. i got a promotion last week. i got a quarter raise and now im a buyer. yeah for me! i also took some pictures of more road kill, (theres so much of it here, you become de-sence-a-tised, im not a total sick-o, just partly,)theres this dead dog thats wraped up in a blanket, thats been on the side of the road now for about 3 months. i knew it was a dog cuz the way it was shaped. so anyways, i finnaly went down there with wheels to open it to see the dog. so we opened it only part way, cus peeling the blanket more would have requierd a stick, and i wouldint touch it. i told jason, and he agreed that sat. were gonna walk up there and make a weekend trip of it (even though its only a 15 min. walk from here). witch is very nice of him. hes just doing it to make me happy. witch is fine, cus it will. we dont have many "weekend" trips anymore.
sigh. wheels is making a song about him self. its really funny, and so far well done. i cant wait for him to finnish it. his poor song is the result of alot of bad taste. but its funny.
Speking of wheels, i might accualy get paid soon!! finnaly, we can get out of here! and i can go to school, or something! and have a bed room! ooooooooooooo how i long for the future..... sigh.
well, im gonna go now till next time... happy. happy. joy. joy. |
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| prophet, prophet, prophet.... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|10:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | mars volta | ] |
So ya, life’s good. I just gave my kitty eardrops. I hate doing that. I feel soo bad. She’s gonna hate me for the next week or so. Poor cali. L (Cali is short for cali-nora, she’s one of my cats.) So ya, life’s good. Adam and Chris just got back from az. It sounds like they both had a good time. The past few days or so, I’ve just been relaxing, it’s been a nice in home retreat. I’ve been searching for a new full time job recently. It sucks; no one out here is hiring full timers. Yuck. Ill find a job eventually. Kevin recently just got the new skinny puppy album, I’m really glad it came out. It sounds really good. If any of you people out there like skinny puppy, and missed them, get it. It’s a little different from there old stuff, but it still sounds good. I really like what I hear, its still skinny puppy, just a new skinny puppy. I don’t know, I can’t explain it, just pick it up. My roomies have been listing to a lot of mars Volta, and at the drive in too, I really like that as well. For some reason, it sounds a little like rush to me, but my rommies tell me it’s just me. Oh well. I also want everyone to know that some friends of mine have started up a new band, called the western front. They have a web site called . Everyone should go to there website. It’s not fully up and running yet, but it will be soon. Sign there guest book or something, I don’t know. And keep looking for updates; I’m sure they’ll have some music up soon. Also, if anyone has any good ideas for promotion, and anywhere to promote on the Internet for free, please email them to me! Kevin and I have been doing a lot of research, and posting our music on a lot of web sites, but the more, the merrier. And also, for those of you who yet don’t know, prophet has (finally) been putting out regular newsletters. A different band member puts out each newsletter. There for each newsletter is drastically different, with different material, and a different look. If any one has ideas, let me know! On that vain of thought, I am doing a section in my newsletter, where I review neat web sites, and post links to them. They have to be extra cool though, like one I am doing for my next newsletter is my friend’s site www.fetishbliss.net , and another one is www.graveyardshift.i8.com. So if you or someone you know has a cool web site, email me at brenda@prophet713.com and if you don’t receive our news letter, and what to (cuz ya know Seth, Kevin, Jason, Felix, and I are just sooooo cool) (JK) go to the prophet web site at www.Prophet713.com and get on our mailing list. Woo hoo. Anyways. I also went to the Renaissance fair this weekend, it was neat. A lot more people dressed up out here than in az. Also, the shows were all different. There was no dead bob show. It made me sad. I was soooo looking forwards to seeing it. Stupid ded bob. I did see this other show called the moonies. They were funny. I enjoyed it. Oh well. I gotta go. Hope to hear from some of you people soon. (You dont know who you are… muahahahahahaha!!) |
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| sigh..... |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|12:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tragic kindom | ] |
so, ya. we have to be out of here by the first, and we still dont have a place to live! we will either be living here in palmdale, or in hollywood. witch ever one works out first. i really dont care anymore. ive decided to pretty much desencitise my self on the situation.what ever works. i dont care. i have more problombs than that right now. Like the fact that im not getting paid for working with wheels yet, and i dont know when i will be getting paid, either dose he. i dont know what the fuck im going to do for rent. fuck. i only make like, 50$$ a week from video game hut, thats barly enough to take care of me and my cats. accualy, its not enough at all. ive been blessed enough to have fantastic roomates, and a good boyfriend. my friend connies a real help to. shes like..... my personal loan shark or something, witch works out cuz shes a pireate and all. :) so kevins at work. seth is getting ready to go to work. and i dont have to start getting ready for another hr or 2. oh well. till we meet again! |
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| sooo bord! |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|09:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
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| | music to make love to your old lady by- lovage | ] |
jacked from the Audrea.....
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
01 - roches
10 - tital waves
11 - bellybuttons
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 - people
10 - president bush
11 - my cat
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01 - my blue prophet jacket
10 - hamtaro underwere
11 - my cat in crossbones wrist band
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 - a five foot anime charicter
10 - lord of the flys in hard back
11 - gum
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 - scuba dive
10 - be in a movie
11 - raise a kid
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
01 - Irish
10 - mexican
11 - english
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - my eyes
10 - the color of my eyes
11 - my wrists
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01 - my teeth
10 - my love-chub tummu
11 - my my feet
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
01 - i love to draw
10 - i used to do a whole lot of drugs
11 - i own a spice girl record...
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 - i love my dead gay son.
02 - our love is god, lets go get a squshi.
03 - i love you all. goodnight.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
01 - london
10 - holland
11 -newyork newyork
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
01 - blonde
10 -dorthydamage
11 - b-dog
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
01 - blackcatt
10 - kattin2hard
11 - beatty |
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| this is for the lreading type. |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|01:44 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
1. Grab the nearest book. ( Or more :-) )
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
"are you serious sir?" he said in a small wisperwhich had the effect of the silencing of the pub. "you think the worlds going to end?"
-douglas adams, the ultiment hitchikers guide
"mary was perfect, and all that remained was to get lilians approval, and to move on with a life he'd been thinking lately might be beyond help"
-horrors! 365 scary stories
the horrors! book i just quoted is a flash horror story book. good, short storys for thoughs who like to read and have a.d.d. its really really good. some of them are genuenly scary! it was the winner for teh horror writers ass. for the best anthology award. its really neat. i deffinetly suggest picking it up if you have the $$. i picked up up when the b. dalton store in the mall was going out of busness, and they had all there stuff 75% off. it was neat. ok, im done now, really. |
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| seriously! |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|01:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | prophet713 | ] |
(see my last post to understand)
i can just raise my own fleet! theyed be perfect piretes. for anyone who knows, i have a pirate ship, her name is our lady of the pink taco. its an all femminist ship. we have two ships right now. one sailed by the mistress black blade. the other salid by a mistress black scull. we even have a theme song!
" WE ARE THE CREW OF THE PINK TACO
WE NEVER SAY NO, GET IN OUR WAY
WE'LL STUB YOUR TOE.
WE'LL PISS IN YOUR SHOE
AND STEAL YOUR GOLD, TOO
CUZ WE ARE THE CREW OF
PINK TACO! "
for thoughs of you who dont yet know, im slightly tipsy. so the boys are in the kitchen talking about giving wheels a wasabi and vadca enima. i dont think he knows what wasabi is...
so i think we need to leave here soon. i dis-like living here with no room. it suxz. its very un-barible at times. i enjoy it some times, but other times.....
so ya. i hope all ya all are doing ok. i give all my love! |
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| so i think i figured it out.... |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|11:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | donnie darko soundtrack | ] |
so to all of you who has watched donnie darko, i think i figured it out. the point. the meaning to life, the universe and everything.
you cant wait to be happy. you just have to wake up in the morning and make up your mind. dont make excuses, just do it. if not, your gonna be like most people and wait for the perfect oppertunity and then......
dont.
make up your mind,
do it.
be it.
if you wait around for that perfect moment your gonna miss it, or its gonna miss you, or your not even gonna realize came, or your will know, and it will be to late.
if your looking for that perfect job, go for it.
wake up early,
dont make the excuses.
push your self.
make it happen.
if you need a friend,
find them.
dont be shy.
if you never try,
youll never know.
but you could be something better.
just wake up and do it.
dont wait.
before you know it youll be 52 yrs old and realize that youve missed it. and youll realize that all you had to do in the first place was just put your self in the mind set and nothing else matters.
but who cares right? i bet most of you havint even seen the movie anyways.
but im gonna try this out. im gonna stop caring whats going on. if im poor, if im sleeping in someones livingroom, if i cant find that second job. i dont give a flying fuck anymmore. im gonna do it. it might take a while, but who fucking cares. im tired of waiting around and waiting to see results from feeble attempts. i need to get up early, and make things happen. thats my life. i can do it. no more bad moods on the account of others, or my self. if i find out that no matter how hard i try that i cant do something, obviosly i have too many excuses. and i dont want excuses to run my life any more. i can make more of my self. i dont need to slow down, i just need the motivation. and im gonna try to give that to others to. a few words of encouragement have changed my life. and althogh i dont expect the same thing in return, to know that i can make some ones day better for just a few min. will make me happy.
thats all for now. sorry to waste time.
(id like to give thanx for the following timewasing rant to mark a., conne f. ) |
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| fucking addictive serveys |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|09:12 pm] |
1. What's on your bedside table? i sleep on a footon in someones living room. no table.
2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection? ru pals christmas
3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? green olives (thats the only constant in our frige.)
4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping film?.. no secret. donnie darko.
5. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? fix my teeth, and a tummy tuck (i got too much extra skin)
6. Do you have a completely irrational fear?im afraid of people touching my achelies tendint. (and belly buttons).
7. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? i dont have one.
8. Do you ever have to beg? no. if i dont have it, or the means to get it, i dont need it.
9. Do you have too many love interests? no
10. Do you know anyone famous? i think so.....
11. Describe your bed: futon in a damn livingroom!!!
12. Spontaneous or plan? i like to be spntaneous, but plannings good too.
13. Who should play you in a movie about your life? me, dumb ass.
14. Do you know how to play poker? ya
15. What do you carry with you at all times? nothing. i always loose shit.
16. How do you drive? i dont.
17. What do you miss most about being little? not having to plan.
18. Are you happy with your given name? no,sucks. im gonna change my name to lucky.
19. What color is your bedroom? white, like everything in the livingroom.
20. What was the last song you were listening to? outkast.
21. Have you ever been in a school play? ya, many.
22. Have you ever been in love? ya
23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? thats a loaded question. i guess for the most part...
24. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?..... are there thoughs who havint? (connie dosint count.)
25. Do you think you're cute? ..... no.....
i guess paste this if you want, and do it your self.
[I KNOW:] enough trivia to win jeoperdy 12 times over.
[I WANT:] a full time job!!
[I HAVE:] way to much shit.
[I WISH:] i had $
[I HATE:] hair.
[I MISS:] being spontainious.
[I FEAR:] people touching my belly buttion.
[I HEAR:] to much drama. its funny.
[I SEARCH:] for warmth.
[I WONDER:] y i cant have more anbition.
[I REGRET:] enough.
[I LOVE:] my cats.
[I ALWAYS:] forget.
[I AM NOT:] as ditsy as every one thinks.
[I DANCE:] to what ever music that provokes me too.
[I SING:] all the time!
[I CRY:] to much.
[I DO NOT] enjoy sleeping in a living room.
[I FIGHT:] too much. ( i knocked out my best friend for a hug.)
[I WRITE:] stupid shit on live journal cause i have no life.
[I CONFUSE:] just about everyone with my dixlexic tounge when people accualy listen to me.
[I LISTEN:] to what ever falls apon my ears.
thus ends the shit you read cause you have no life...
paste it if you want.... |
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| still cold |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|02:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | vice citys talk radio | ] |
yeppers, im still cold! i just wanted to say to everyone that it stil hasint snowed! and its still windy! lol. i also wanted to note i read pandas live jounal, and thought it was funny as shit whoever replyed!! and i drew alittle picture of it (becuse we all know what a slut he can be!!! j/k) and i will attempt to post it on the web site. www.prophet713.com on the fourm.
see ya threre!! |
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